Natasha felt special becasue Ryan wanted her

After Natasha Giggs, 29, confessed to an 8-year affair with footballer Ryan Giggs, 38, she knew husband Rhodri Giggs would be devastated.

‘I saw a newspaper photo of him the next day looking like a broken man and that’s when it became real. I cried my eyes out,’ she says.

‘I hated all the hurt I’d caused but I also felt relief that eight years of lying was over.’

Natasha used to feel flattered that Rhodri famous brother had the hots for her.

‘I was 20 when I met Ryan and it was an ego boost to know that someone who everyone loved liked me,’ she explains.

‘Even after I got serious with Rhodri, there was unfinished business between us.

‘Maybe I thought it was sexual chemistry but looking back it was just seedy.’

Read Natasha Giggs‘ full confession in the latest issue of Now magazine dated 5 March 2012 – out now!

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