There’s been cheating, tears and tantrums, but it’s all back on for the TOWIE pair Charlie Sims and Ferne McCann
Ferne was devastated by the split and hated seeing her man flirt with other girls.
‘It was horrendous. It was the worst part of my life to date,’ Ferne, 23, tells us. ‘I couldn’t get out of bed. Heartbreak has to be one of the worst feelings in the world – it killed me.
‘I had such anger. When I watched the scenes of him getting close to Jasmin [Walia], I just felt like a punching bag.’
Charlie, 22, slept with 20 women while they were apart so Ferne made him have an STD test.
‘Yes! Oh God, definitely,’ she says.
‘I can’t get over how he managed to sleep with 20 people in such a short time.
‘I’m not going to make excuses for him, but he was 21, he’d been with me for three years and I was only the second person he’d slept with.
‘But It freaked me out at first.
‘When we made love, I’d be like: “Ugh, get off me!” It was hard because I was angry and hurting.
‘But I’ve passed that now – he’s back to being my Charlie.’