With just days to go, she's in turmoil over her wedding look

For years Katie Price‘s been racked with crippling insecurities about her looks, which has resulted in her now legendary splurging on drastic cosmetic surgery.

But with her much-hyped second wedding to cage fighter Alex Reid, 34, taking place next month, Katie‘s even more obsessed with her appearance.

She’s been telling friends and family that she feels ugly and fat,’ an insider tells Now. It’ll be all eyes on her and she’s feeling the pressure.

‘She says she has to look perfect for her wedding day but after all she’s done to her face, she’s still not satisfied or happy, which is a worry.

All she talks about is how crap she’s feeling and how everyone expects her to look better than she did at her wedding to Peter Andre back in 2005. It’s like an obsession.’

At the Nilam Patel Beauty Clinic in Milton Keynes last weekend, Katie splashed out £10,000 on treatments for her friends.

Despite being all smiles for the cameras surrounded by her mates, including Michelle Heaton and glamour model bridesmaid Emma B, Katie was hiding crippling anxiety.

Any happiness she has is always momentary as she’ll never be satisfied with who she is and what she looks like,’ says a friend.

She recently became quite emotional, saying she still feels fat and ugly.

‘Alex told her she looks gorgeous and that he loves her no matter what she looks like but Katie was still very low.’

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See the full story about Katie Price in Now magazine dated 28 June 2010 – out now!