Former Atomic Kitten hated lying to her kids

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Kerry Katona is determined to turn her life around and quit drugs now she’s separated from Mark Croft. 

‘Our relationship was just about coke. It wasn’t glam. We didn’t go out,’ she reveals.

‘Mostly we’d have three-day coke sessions and not eat. I’d play online bingo, look up s*** stories about me to make myself feel worse, and watch cartoons. Mark would be on his Xbox and we’d go in and out of the bathroom for lines.’

The mum-of-four feels guilty about not giving her children the attention they deserve.

‘I wasn’t being the mother I wanted to be. I knew doing drugs was wrong,’ Kerry, 29, tells the News Of The World. ‘I’d hear Molly outside the bedroom and shout that Mummy was having a bipolar day.

‘I had to stop. I had to get out. No one was going to help me but myself. If I carried on doing what I was doing, I’d be dead. I want my children to have a better life than I had. That’s why I know I have to sort myself out now.’

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