Now's agony aunt talks to Lucy about the men in her life

TOWIE star Lucy Mecklenburgh, 20, has messed up her love life.

After cheating on boyfriend Mario Falcone, 23, with ex Mark Wright, Lucy found out Mario had been secretly messaging 40 other women behind her back.

She knows that betraying Mario was emotional suicide.

‘That was the worst move I’ve ever made,’ Lucy tells Now’s Caroline Buchanan.

‘I was drunk and woke up at Mark‘s the next day.

‘Mario did everything for me and I ruined it all with one stupid night.

‘I don’t know why I mess things up, because I only ever wanted to be loved.’

Read the full interview with Lucy Mecklenburgh in Now magazine dated 20 February 2012 – out now!

Don’t miss Caroline Buchanan‘s book The 15 Minute Rule (How To Stop Procrastinating And Take Charge Of Your Life)  

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