The model wants her relationship with Kieran Hayler to be completely different

Katie Price has opened up about her difficult emotions for ex-husband Peter Andre.

The model, 35 – who’s currently expecting a baby with third hubby Kieran Hayler – says she and Pete, 40, were bordering on hating each other when they split in 2009.

‘There’s a thin line between love and hate,’ says Katie.

‘I realise that now.’

Katie filmed nine fly-on-the-wall reality series when she was married to Pete but now wants to step out of the limelight and refuses to give ‘trashy’ magazine interviews.

The mum-of-three has launched her own YouTube channel so she can give fans a more controlled glimpse of her personal life with Kieran, 26.

‘When I was married to Pete, I don’t know what I was thinking,’ Katie tells The Independent On Sunday.

‘Everything we did was documented, every party, every trip, on the telly, in magazines. It’s not healthy.’

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