Natasha felt special becasue Ryan wanted her
‘I saw a newspaper photo of him the next day looking like a broken man and that’s when it became real. I cried my eyes out,’ she says.
‘I hated all the hurt I’d caused but I also felt relief that eight years of lying was over.’
Natasha used to feel flattered that Rhodri famous brother had the hots for her.
‘I was 20 when I met Ryan and it was an ego boost to know that someone who everyone loved liked me,’ she explains.
‘Even after I got serious with Rhodri, there was unfinished business between us.
‘Maybe I thought it was sexual chemistry but looking back it was just seedy.’
Read Natasha Giggs‘ full confession in the latest issue of Now magazine dated 5 March 2012 – out now!