The Hills star is having terrible mood swings


After weeks of breakdowns, Heidi Montag‘s become so emotionally exhausted, she could be on the verge of ending her own life, fear worried friends.

The sad star has been battling depression since undergoing more than 12 surgical procedures in two years and she’s alarmed pals by confiding:

‘The way people treat me, I may as well be dead.’

An insider tells Now : ‘Heidi hates herself, which is why she’s got into this mess.

‘No matter how many times she goes under the knife, it doesn’t take away from the fact she’s the same insecure person underneath.

‘She’s doped up to her eyes on painkillers and has terrible mood swings.’

The reality star has been acting ‘out of it’ for weeks, with hubby Spencer Pratt, 26, taking control of her post-surgery painkillers:

Heidi‘s completely addicted, which has everyone worried sick,’ adds our source. ‘She slurs her words and seems unfocused.
‘We think it’s the painkillers. We want her to go to rehab before it’s too late.’

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See the full story about Heidi Montag and Spencer Pratt in Now magazine dated 24 May 2010 – out now!