This is heartbreaking for the Loose Women presenter
The 51-year-old married guitarist, Ray Fensome back in 2007 and the couple have a teenage daughter together, but Coleen previously revealed that after almost 10 years, she was considering a ‘trial seperation’.
Now, in an interview filmed before the star entered the All Stars vs. New Stars house, Coleen has bravely revealed what it’s been like dealing with a ‘failing’ marriage.
The emotional episode of In Therapy, see’s The Nolans star struggle to hold back tears as she admitted she’s desperate not to get divorced again.
‘I don’t want it to fail again,’ she said.
‘I really love him but I always feel like I’m having a go at him… That’s horrible.’
Coleen then broke down when she revealed she would hate to force her husband to make it work if he didn’t want to, adding: ‘I can’t bear the thought of someone staying with me if they’re not happy – [if he leaves] I’ll get over it,
‘I’ve never really felt good enough for someone… I know Ray doesn’t fancy me… Oh my God I’m crying, I hate crying.’
The show, which aired on Channel 5 on Wednesday (4th December), also saw the star discuss how she crumbled when she found out her ex Shane Richie had been cheating on her.
Coleen was married to Shane between 1990 and 1997 until she discovered that the former EastEnders star had been having an affair.
‘He was so brilliant at convincing me I was wrong. He would look me right in the eyes… and convince me I was wrong. He made me feel paranoid,’ she said.
The star then surprisingly admitted that she was happy when she eventually found out the truth, admitting: ‘I remember that feeling of elation when I found out [he was having an affair].. I went ‘Yes! I knew it…’
‘It was a feeling of euphoria before the absolute devastation hit me – he still convinced me to stay.’
During the incredibly open interview, viewers flooded Twitter with supportive messages for the star.
Sending our love to Coleen!