The BB star is trying to adjust to life without the Aussie hunk

Big Brother 11 winner Josie Gibson‘s putting on a brave face after her shock split from Aussie hunk John James Parton, 25.

She’s cried and she’s threatened to throw his stuff into the Thames, but now Josie admits that she’s slowly coming to terms with 
her heartbreak – and her loneliness.

‘It’s been really hard. Really, really hard,’ Josie tells Now when we meet up.

‘When I go back to the flat on my own, I hate it. But every woman’s been through it.

‘This is as famous as I’m ever going to get, but you can be the most popular person and you can still feel the most lonely.

‘Weird, isn’t it?’

Read the full interview with Josie Gibson in Now magazine dated 2 May 2011 – out now!

Now cover 2 May 2011

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