Kerry reunited with her bandmates this year
But Kerry, who is now pregnant again but has always struggled with her weight, doesn’t feel comfortable alongside her slender fellow Kittens.
The dynamics of the group have changed – I’m definitely the most insecure out of the three of us now,’ says Kerry, 33.
It’s been great fun, but when you put yourself on a stage with two gorgeous girls who haven’t got a bit of fat on them, I just know that I am going to be the one being judged.
Sometimes I think, “Do you have to put yourself through this?”
I’m very self-conscious – I have massive panic attacks. I think that someone is going to throw something at me.’
Luckily Kerry’s been pleasantly surprised by the support she’s received from the crowds.
The response I’ve had has been phenomenal,’ the reality star says.
When people are cheering my name, I think, “Maybe I have given you hope.”‘
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