Singer can't look at stories about her in the papers
He left the glamour model, real name Katie Price, in May after three and a half years of marriage.
There was a story last week saying that I still love Kate, he says.
Of course I still love Kate if you get over someone in five weeks then you obviously didnt love them in the first place.
But Pete, 36, can’t bring himself to look at pictures of Jordan, 31, on holiday in Ibiza.
I know everyone is waiting for me to comment on all the stories in the papers regarding me and Kate, he writes in his new! diary.
‘But I honestly cant read any of them because I know it will only cause me pain.
I just dont want to put myself through it. I cant dwell on things that are going to make me feel rubbish.
Katie Price And Peter Andre: The Next Chapter Stateside airs on ITV2 on Thursdays at 9pm.
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